i wanna know...

i wanna know why i can't see what other people see, think what other people think, dream what other people dream. why can't i see me from someone else's eyes? what does it take to penetrate those minds; to dig deep inside? can i expand the walls of my mind? remove the veil from my eyes? how can i get inside?

words on impulse

and she said it then froze. he heard, but nothing touched him. raindrops formed, falling from pregnant eyes. lava errupted and flowed from the heart, bleeding pain, hardening into black stone...

emotions make you cry sometime (H-town)

so mike bought me flowers today...red roses and says he's ready to commit to me and doesn't want to lose me and he's been an idiot. tonight he admitted deep feelings, but says he's not in love...he said the dream and thought of me w/ someone else made him jealous and he didn't understand what was going on with himself. i don't understand exactly either. i know i'm very attached and was well on the road to DE-attaching when this change came on...all i want is to be happy.